Yesterday (Day 3) was a difficult day. My blood sugar dropped into the 50’s and I felt weak, nervous, stressed. I had a period in the evening when I questioned if this is worth it.  I decided to take a hot bath and then I started reading the Bible. I recovered from that feeling. I believe my blood sugar temporarily dips into the 50’s, and  then it returns to 60’s which is more tolerable as far as symptom management.  These low blood sugar moments are the times that I am most at risk for throwing in the towel. I feel like I have to eat to remove these awful sensations in my body.  But then they go away. It usually requires a conscious decision to feast on the Word of God. But each morning I wake up  so amazed that despite the crises the night before, I made it!  I get so excited to dig into the word and pray and to go to my church for a 630 am hour of prayer and worship.  This process is not easy but I feel that impurities are being burned from my soul!  It is so worth it.